Visualizing Success: Olympic Diver Greg Louganis
The last time Greg Louganis dove in public was at New York City’s Gay
Games IV in 1994, where he performed a few exhibition dives at the
aquatics events. "It was all in fun, and [it was] where I came
out," he says. Already out to friends, family, and others, Louganis
knew it was time to do more. The media had already been practically outing
him. Of that, Louganis says, "I got a lot of criticism for not coming
out sooner."
In diving, one main goal is to make the smallest ripple upon impact.
Conversely, Louganis’ coming-out made quite a splash. His autobiography,
Breaking the Surface (written with Eric Marcus), became a bestseller. In
it, his numerous struggles outside of diving, from his addictions to the
revelation of being HIV-positive, struck a chord for many readers.
An Olympic silver medalist at age 16 at the 1976 Olympics, Louganis won
world championships, and is the only diver to win consecutive double
medals (in 1984 and 1988).
Now once again a supporter of the Gay Games as an ambassador, Louganis
was co-host of "A Night of 100 Champions," a gala fundraiser
held at Chicago’s Soldier Field Cadillac Club on April 22. Renowned GLBT
athletes and early organizers of the GLBT sports movement were honored,
and receptions with athletes and other celebrities raised funds and
awareness for Chicago 2006 Gay Games, to be held July 15-22.
A year after his Gay Games IV splash, Louganis dove in front of a more
private audience at the University of Southern California for the Make a
Wish Foundation, when a sick child (who has since recovered) asked to see
Greg dive one more time.
Louganis’ book still touches people around the world, years after he
retired from diving. His fan mail comes from all over the world. (Breaking
the Surface has been translated into several languages.) Louganis’ story
was also made into a TV movie starring Mario Lopez.
Louganis says many athletes thanked him at book signings. But as for
coming out while
competing, Louganis says it’s still going to be difficult for gay
athletes. "You need the support of your team. It would be hard
without that. In individual sports it’s easier, since you’re relying
on yourself to perform. You don’t need to have somebody watching your
back."
Even the celebrated coming-out of basketball star Sheryl Swoopes has
its limits in countering homophobia, Louganis says, because "for male
athletes, there is a difference. Straight men are so intimidated by gay
men."
In the sport of swimming, at least, sponsors are gay-friendly, having
continued support of fellow diver David Pichler after he came out.
"Well, who’s Speedo’s market?" Louganis asks. "It’s
not straight men, and thank God for that!"
After his Olympic glory, Louganis returned to his earlier dance and
theater training, performing with Dance Kaleidoscope in Indianapolis, and
in New York in the off-Broadway gay comedy Jeffrey. He also toured in Dan
Butler’s one-man show, The Worst Thing You Could Have Told Me, about
coming out and being gay.
Louganis calls this experience "very empowering," and
compared his nightly jitters to "the longest 10-meter dive ever. You
hit the stage and don’t know where to land. I couldn’t believe the
feeling."
In returning to acting, Louganis conquered yet another obstacle.
Because he is dyslexic, working with an entire script proved daunting.
"It’s still hard for me to pick up words from a page and put the
letters in the right order," he says. Using a tape recorder allowed
his imagination to go through the stories as he recorded the script
several times.
The visualization process Louganis uses goes back to his earliest
childhood days as a tap dancer. For diving, Louganis says he used the
memory of his mistakes— like hitting his head on the diving platform at
the 1988 Olympics—to focus on preventing them. He credits his coach Ron
O’Brien for having what he calls "a meticulous skill to see the
dives," and help steer a diver toward the perfection the sport
demands.
The competition Louganis focuses on these days is at dog shows, like
the AKC Nationals. The finals took place in Tampa, Fla., this past
January. Louganis’ Jack Russell terrier Nipper placed 7th in the finals.
Louganis’ love of dogs led to his co-writing For the Life of Your
Dog. He now owns two Jack Russell terriers and a border collie.
He also helps dog trainers use the visualization techniques he learned
from dance and diving. During his athletic training, "Sports
psychologists would come to us and say, ‘Have you tried mental imagery?’
I’d been doing that for years."
His technique didn’t include "imagining perfection," which
is what some coaches called for. But Louganis achieved perfection anyway,
just differently. "I visualized what could go wrong, and how to make
it right," a technique that’s helped him on and off the diving
board.
Jim Provenzano is the author of the novels PINS and Monkey Suits. Read
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